Dear Diary: Ready to go?

So, why haven't I been blogging lately? ..for so many reasons - I'm quite confused either, for I know that I have a lot of things to say. So, again, why? I think it's mainly because I've been preoccupied with the mere thought of going home after two years! Yes, that's 2. (I would have to say 'mere' as by now I should have been acting on some finalized plans for this much awaited break.. not just mulling over it still.)

Don't misunderstand, I have been planning in ages!! Only, I stopped recently. And, stopping actually broke my routine.. maybe that's why I got lost in the process? Perhaps, the ones I made will already suffice? I sure do hope so!

I'm a planner but I'm very much of a worrier too. And, although I am very much convinced that I should follow contemplation with rightful actions, I am actually hesitant to act. Uncertain. I fear how doing one thing simultaneously would affect my plans. My mind is just set on optimum results no matter how well aware I am of the importance of leaving a room for contingencies. It would break my heart if something goes wrong along the way (something that's not in Case A, B, C or D, got it? :p ).

Eastpak Rucksack Scramble Coat Red

Why the bag? ..because for quite a while, I have been sure of nothing but this. No, I haven't been eyeing particularly on this rucksack. I only wanted a pack sturdy enough to suit my needs and last long. I was sure that I wanted one so last night I considered window shopping as my friend informed me of some sale. Thankfully, I got the bag half the cost :) I remember its original price very well as I have visited the store several times already. I hope it will not fail me though :)

And so, here I am, back on blogging! Somehow, having bought one thing I wanted became the key to get the feel of writing again! With the vacation coming and time available, there will be a lot of nice (fingers crossed!) things to look forward to. Hang on.